OKAY EVERYBODY.. I MADE A NEW SITE. USE THAT ONE. THIS ON WONT BE SIGNED N E MORE!!!! the new one is

www.xanga.com/misspandalikes2xbox

dont ask why i like to xbox, or even what xboxing is, caure theres only like 2 ppl besides me who even have the slightest idea of what that is.... SARA and DEREK ()..... and i'm not telling anyone else. so there

k see ya!!! this site will be terminated in like a week or something. if i feel ike it. k anyways bye!! and dont make comments on this one or sign this ones guestbook, cause i wont be looking at them ne more. k bye.

*thepandagirl

*EDIT*

oh no more bad stuff. will this never end...... *sigh*...... my life is so.... UGH i just wish i could get something(one) when i want it!!! haha oh well. lifes still pretty flippin good

what a horribley horriffic awful bad day!!!! AAGHHH!!! lol i seem to be having that. alot lately. grrrrrr. well besides butchering my grades in almost all of my classes, i'm doing fine. i mean, i only did bad on FOUR TESTS IN A ROW!!!! bio, ap history, math and then spanish. sweetness. i'm so angry... and right b4 progress reports too and then the creepy senior guy that wont leave me alone. eww. no more comments. bLaH to the 100000000 degree!! i dont know whats wrong with me.... my mom thinks i have mono and my dad thinks its from being so stressed all the time, which really doesnt surprse me since i usually get less than 6 hours of sleep a night and even when i do get more i wake up feeling like a truck hit me anyways. whateva. thats all the complaining for today, folks. the lauren and ? chronicles arent going so hott either. still havent been asked out. hmmmm...... he talked to me a lot today tho and looks at me and stuff. wow. hahaha lol... dont see why i want him too when i cant even date until i'm 16!!!!!! which is forever away!!!! gosh....!!! lol oh well k i'm all done, people sign my guestbook or something!!!! i might just quit this since no one but sara and annie read it anyways. hmm byes *misspanda

haha hey everybody

not that theres actually very many people that read this thing, but who cares

anwyays

im sitting here at the desk in the basement of my moms "friend" bob's house, on high-speed internet, BUT NO ONE INTERSTING IS ONLINE!!! some one IM me please! mizpanda16 or silverlined89. i beg of you. i WAS going to go to a friends house, but my evil female parental unit was in a bad mood and decided i was being 'disrespctful' (which of course i was not, i simply stated the obvious, that she was being unfair and that i do not agree with her parenting style, and therefore should not have to follow it) and she cruelly punished me by erasing my social calendar for the month of december AND not being able to spend the night at alicias. hhmmppffh. 50 bucks says shell forget and i'll be spending the weekend at a friends house next week.  so instead i'm spending a saturday night, that once had so much fun potential, with two old birds, two brats, and a 5 year old.

yippety do da

well okay that was harsh but i am quite annoyed with all of them at this point.

i'm going to go watch elf.

goodbye and a goodnight to all! and may your saturday night be 100 times better than mine

see yall later!!

*mspnda

oh yah and he has a hottub but i dont have my suit and i cant get in it!!!! AARRGGHH!! lol its okay, its really not all that bad, since bob's nice and his daughter whitney is... entertaining. anyhow.

and have a kick-butt time on your *cruise* sara!!! i wish i could come with you! i hope your plane doesnt crash and that you dont get sick! DONT LOOK DOWN!!

and forget about the Titanic!!

hahahahahahah okay anyways goodbye. please leave comments or sign my guestbook. it just makes everything that much more fun.

byes

okee dokee... k some things i forgot b4--- HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!

*so here's a tribute to all my totally awesome, rock-my-sox, kick- uhm, butt, amazing, *spicy hot*, uhh, k lets just say i love you all!!!! you... youre all amazing. and some of you will never read this, but you all know who you are. you guys rock. .... (i kinda copied this from someone elses xanga but changed uit a whole lot and so i'm calling it mine. its sappy but it reeeallyy hits home, at least 4 me. anyways.)

so....

'someplace between the procrastination, the homework, all the forwards, and the friendships, and the gross cafeteria goop, the calls to old friends... the “i miss you’s”, the “i love you’s”, the “what are we doing tonight’s?”... between all of the changing and growing... the place between the classes (and the skipping classes), the studying for tests, (and, of course,  the pretending-to-be-studying-for-tests and the downright-totally-not-studying-for-tests), i forgot. i forgot what it means to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you happy. that pretending to be smart doesn’t make you smart. that pretending to be ok doesn’t make you ok. i forgot that you can’t just forget the past b/c your afraid of the future. that you can’t control falling in love, that you can’t make yourself fall in love (and sure as H*** cant make someone else fall in love with you!!! ;-(, lol. please pardon the language) i learned (especially over this past summer, lol) what it really means to love, and then how make it clear to ppl that you still love them, just without loving them... (and that actually DOES make sense)... that it’s ok to mess up, and that whats not ok is NOT messing up... [tho i dont know anyone fully human that has not made at least a thousand or so mistakes (well k except Jesus but that doesnt count... haha wow i'm retarded )], that it’s ok to ask for help, and feel like crap- it’s ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day, with them somehow  *always* making it all better (or at least helping, lol) ... that sometimes the things you want most you just can’t have, and might not ever have, and that theres a reason why,  even if you totally cant seem to find it. (haha yah i TOTALLY know how this goes. i think everyone does, actually). the greatest things about high school are NEVER going to be the parties, or the drinking, or the hook-ups- it’s the friendships. that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out. and how muxch talking it out really helps... that letters from friends are SO  importantt (!!!!), but also that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better, too.  but, basically, I just learned that *all* my friends, old ones and new ones, are, 100%, the most important people to me in the world...

without ya'll, i wouldn’t be me!!!!

i love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!

to sara and derek and annie and alicia and kaitlin and becca and ashleigh and alexa..... you. guys. rock.

and thats that

k ttyall later!!!! email me!!!!

-the eversolovely me (*BIG WINK* )

and kisses to all!!! 

holy crap i have seriously never seen so much food in my LIFE!!!!! a flipping *HUGE* turkey, literally 11(ELEVEN!!!!!!!) different side dishes, then dessert (!!!!!!) HOOOOOLY cow america is spoiled... we threw away so much food too.... lol...we ll g2g ttyall later!!!!

-me